understand that i don’t want to talk much today.

August 17, 2002 at 3:16 pm (LJ import) (, )

My favourite dog died last night. You know how it feels like to lose a dog? You realize it could be worse than losing an actual person? You do? Good. Then I don’t have to tell you about it. And you’d understand why I just feel like being very, very quiet today.

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Je suis dans le besoin de conforts mais ne me dis pas des mensonges.

August 12, 2002 at 3:09 pm (LJ import) ()

i may be in need of comforts but do not tell me lies.

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…and what are boyfriends for?

August 10, 2002 at 4:46 pm (LJ import) ()

the blue roses-
never red-
are still clamped
between the pages and the ink
that used to adore
you.

and the little pink buds
with the waify strips of words
wrapped around the stems
still tell of that story
we once called
ours.

happy birthday, frances-eliza.

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1st Grade Love Affair

August 9, 2002 at 5:38 am (LJ import, sillies, songs) (, )

I started this journal, stating I would write stories that would talk across a story I cannot tell. That story is almost over now and tonight I finally finished this tape as a memoriam.

That’s the cover over there —————->

 

 

 

ROLLERCOASTER BLUR
1. rollercoaster – shoestrings
2. 1st grade love affair – shoestrings
3. winning a battle, losing the war – kings of convenience
4. pen and notebook – camera obscura
5. happy new year – camera obscura
6. on peak hill – stars
7. protection – massive attack w/ tracey thorn
8. she keeps me alive – nixon
9 the gate – belle and sebastian
10. fleetway – blueboy
11. cross my heart – everything but the girl
12. after all – the cardigans
13. so? – heavenly

TILT-A-WHIRL SWIRL
1. back in our town – ivy
2. let you down – the arrogants
3. remember me – slumber
4. mornings – club 8
5. willow – the field mice
6. crushed – cocteau twins
7. katy song – red house painters
8. souvenir – brittle star (omd cover)
9. love still flows – the lotus eaters
10. out on your own – the lotus eaters
11. the process – saint etienne
12. love’s labour’s lost – lovespiralsdownwards

* and btw, this tape still has no recipient. tell me why it should be you.

 

 

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Will you stumble and fall tonight…?

August 7, 2002 at 8:51 pm (LJ import, literary excerpts, memoirs, quotes) (, )

Why do I long for another turn of time?

Why do I want the clocks to go faster
when my life depends on holding back the hands?

Why?

 

I want to kiss you.

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